Sooooo-

I got hacked and doxxed recently, and the Kingdom of Birbs, or K.O.B. for short, a server that was a spiritual successor to another one before that one got blown up just got nuked by some commie russian prick. Soooo, I'm here to announce a brand new server!

https://t.co/NB5NCThrKb

Sorry for the inactivity, got a lot of crap going on.

I haven't been doing well at all recently.

I've been alone and isolated for the most part, sick inside of my fucking room.

My sleep schedule is beyond fucked to the point where I'm awake all night and sleep all day, and because of it I can't even talk to most of my online friends anymore.

I can't go out, and I can't do shit.

I've been trying to find something to cure the boredom but everything I turn to just reminds me of how fucking lonely I am.

The truth is, I've been thinking a lot about self-harm. I've been wanting to just die for a while now because of all of this. It's fucking painful, I'm sitting here in my room all day and all night, just wasting away. I wanna do something, I wanna be able to fucking interact with people. I want to be able to at least fucking go somewhere with my online career, maybe have just a couple of fans willing to chat with me and cheer me on. But even if I do have those, I can't even see because I'm asleep when they're awake and vice versa.

My throat is beyond fucked to the point where I can't even scream or anything, I can't even sob, so all I can do is cry in silence. Half of the time I'm living in a room filled to the brim with my own saliva and mucus, it's fucking disgusting. I've also lost a lot of close friends recently due to stuff unrelated to the sickness, all of them my fault. So many fucking plans have just been tossed away due to this.

I wanna write more, I wanna say more, but I can't even think of the words.

I guess one could say this is kinda my breaking point, the point where I just can't fucking stay silent anymore.

This is a sort of, I guess, desperate call for help.

I doubt little to anyone is reading this, but if you are, thank you.

To the small number of fans I have, thank you for sticking with me through my time here.

I just wanted to make people happy with music, as other have done for me.

I just wanna be able to spread all these dumb characters of mine into something, I wanna be able to spin them into something. Because at heart I'm a writer, I make dumb scenarios for funsies and write about how this character would interact with this or that and so on.

If there's one thing I can ask of you, it's to spread my word.

If you can't, or don't want to remember me for whatever reason and wish to move on, here's some people I consider cool and/or friends that I've been looking into recently, so check them out I guess.

@Hikarian

@Cyberdevil

@FoxMama

@jacklehamster

@MainNM-e

@Cynical2DD

@TikTikKobold

@Vockwell

@Skashi95 (forgot to add this name so I edited the post to add them, oops, they're very cool tho and you should check out their game little laughters)

Thank you.

-Sincerely, Winkwing

Formerly, ChibiWilli

I did it.

I have hit 100 fans.

Shoutout to my 100th follower, @HealthyBulb

Have a nice day, I'm going back to my grave.

Be not afraid...

Because I'm not some sort of angel concubus hybrid (or am I?)

I'm just here to celebrate spooky month, and what better way then to do so then have everyone's favorite cannibal booba birb dress up?

Art is NOT drawn by me, but instead by my great pal Jared, go check him out!

Nearly at 100 fans!?

Pretty sick.

Been sick with a cold as of late and school started, hoping I can get into a sort of schedule with music now though, so stay tuned!

I'm still alive.

I just don't do much here anymore or anything because I've been lazy.

I've been mainly posting on YT or on my Discord server.

You should join it, now.

I got fcukin patreon now!

Throw your money at me please!

There's like, cool perks for doing it!

You should do it!

Maybe we'll get a Winkwing Plushie one day if I get big enough?

Imagine cuddlable smol birb frend-

Either way, yeah, gimme money jerk!

Winkwing is creating Sick Beats | Patreon

I've been doing stuff lmao, might be inactive for another long period of time as usual but you can usually find me over on Discord almost 24/7.

Working on a new FNF mod team which you can find by clicking here.

Also been listening to some of @Skashi95 's tracks because they're fucking top tier in my opinion, might try to take his style and mix it with my own one day due to how much I love it. Either way, hope to see y'all when I have more cooler stuff to say.

So...

I'm making a new album, and won't be releasing it until it's fully finished.

A Pirouette of Love and Hate

All tracks will be made into custom levels on one of my new favorite games, A Dance of Fire and Ice.

Don't have it? Go buy it, it's fairly cheap. Here's the first track!

https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=2821176106

Hey @Vockwell ! I stole your skittles again!

Whatcha gonna do about it?