Winkwing 2022-11-07 06:28:28

Also forgot to mention @Skashi95 as one of the cool people you should check out.

MchectorII 2022-11-07 07:53:01

Sorry to hear about all that.To be honest,I am also going through most,if not everything you’ve written so I can understand how you must feel.The only difference is that I don’t have the courage to write all my problems down like you as I feel I have no one to turn to.I struggle to get by each day because the mass of depressing and dark thoughts that weigh down on me.I often wonder how I am able to make it this far despite having to fight my inner demons for at least a decade now.

Just know that you’re never alone and if you feel you ever need to share your problem again,please feel free to do so as there are people out there who care about you.I hope things get better for you and stay strong!

AlfaFranek 2022-11-07 10:11:54

Awful situation, and I can feel it since I was in similiar situation. Thought about self harm, alone as fuck, felt like some garbage thats only purpose was only to get throwned. My parent tried to help through anti-depresants, psychologist, talking with me. Nothing!!
My situation was getting worse and worse until one day... It stopped. I was suprised, but I didn't wait and immidiately started to to make my situation better. Slowly, but efectively.
After some time I was cracking my head what did actually cured me. I found it. It was just me that stopped thinking about all of the sadness. Thoughts kill more than wounds.
Even if it happened to me, I hope you will get better step by step.

jacklehamster 2022-11-07 13:54:41

Hang on there, buddy. Life does get better once you go pass the dips. Meanwhile, you can do your best with what you have, and know that it'll pass.

Ping me if you wanna keep yourself busy with a game project. I know we were not making very fast progress in the past, but even progressing slowly little by little will help.

Cyberdevil 2022-11-08 07:06:18

Holy shit man... what kind of sickness is this? Hopefully something that'll pass though, so you can at least see some light at the end of the tunnel; know that there will come a time when things will get better, and all of this make way for something positive; hopefully the horrible time now let you appreciate life even more then?

Really hope you get through it... you're a good dude. It's fun to have you around here. Messed up sleep cycles can be fixed. Loneliness can be remedied too. Hope you get through this.